-The Unique HantuH-

Wuaa.. talking about wedding.. something that… every woman dream of I think hehe.. Now that I’m not a girl anymore (I’m 23 hey!! ^^;).. I’m thinking about my wedding day.. whom I gonna marry, when, where n how it would be.. Well, I’m thinking about this because some of my friends are married and some are planning their marriage.. n some of them even already become parents!! >_< Hmm.. Lord, I’m wondering who’s gonna be my future husband I want to know >_< hehe.. n I believe You are preparing us now hehe.. I dont want to be a young bride. I also want to achieve my dreams first.. :p

On my mind… I will have a husband who loves God, fear God, mature n loyal. Our relatioship is based on Christ. We will be blessing for other couples, our family.. We are supporting each other, not completing.. coz we are 2 complete human beings having one vision together, praying together.. doing whatever God puts in our heart.. going thru’ ups n downs together, caring, loving, n giving.. huaaaa.. what a lovely scene in my mind *blushing* well, that’s only what I’m thinking… I believe God have already had the best one for me and what I know, marriage life is not that lovely hehe ^^;

About the wedding.. We would have the wedding in a church for sure.. that’s the important part!! Me n him, walking down the aisle to the altar… God watching us, smiling.. n gives His blessing for us.. then we declare the vow in front of Him.. how beautifulllll *>_<* I think I would cry.. n one more part where we would give thanks to our parents.. it’s like.. they have to release us as their children huaa… I think that’s the most touching moment… I definitely would cry I think..

Well, enough of the dreaming!! back to reality hehehe… I will have my dream wedding one day with a man God has prepared for me hehehe.. God bless ^_^

Heheh.. Who doesn’t like gift ?? It’s free!!.. and if it’s a gift, must be a good stuff hehehe you wouldn’t give someone a broken gift or trash or… something bad rite ?? that’s not something you called "gift" ^^; hehehe…

I want to share about the ultimate gift that my heavenly Father gave me ^^ And what is it ??? It’s Him!! hehehe.. having Him is my life is really the ultimate gift hehe.. you can say.. you got the whole package.. complete!!  :9 My life has changed since He came to my life..

I was an introvert, inferior, quiet, shy, no hope n lonely girl ^^; haha… you can say.. I had no life ^^;; .. honestly, I don’t really have something very special I can tell when I was in high school coz.. I was like that ^^; but now, you can ask everyone around me, how I am rite now ^^ *Guess they would probably say…"jayus" haha.. ^^;*

If you are someone who are having life just like my past and you want to experience new life with hope n blessing.. receive the gift. It’s free!! Just pray n ask God to come to your life n accept Him in your life. He’ll guide you the way you would ever think before n He’ll change your life.. hmm the question is.. believe it or not ? hehe.. It’s your decision.. your first step ^^

Hm.. Lets say.. you really want to eat ferrero rocher chocolate. You never eat that chocolate before but you’ve heard many ppl say that the chocolate is veeeery nice. You don’t know where to get it. You’ve searched everywhere but you can’t find it.. Suddenly someone offer you THAT ferrero rocher free as a gift, it’s your lucky day!! If you want to taste how nice is the chocolate.. you got to accept the gift.. that’s your first step… IF you really believe that ferrero rocher is a veeeeery nice chocolate n you want to know how does it taste!!! If you don’t care about it.. that’s another story hehe.. :p 

Hm.. that’s the illustration I can think of ^^; hohoho.. hope you understand what I mean.. Just remembered about my past this morning n it just amazed me.. How I have changed..

There might be someone out there who is just like me in the past… Be confident, love yourself, because you are loved He accept you just as you are no matter how bad you are, how spoiled you are.. *many bad things you can think about yourself ^^;* But I believe He can change your life, I’ve experienced it myself.. because you are precious in His eyes ^^ remember that!! you are precious!! never look down on yourself and because you are precious, He loves you very much, He wants to give you the gift So.. Do you want to accept the gift ?

*NB: sorry for my bad english ^^;; hehe hope you understand :p At least, I’ve tried hehehe… God bless*

Sounds like it’s a simple thing to do but we hardly do it. God reminded me about this one day.

When I woke up in the morning, something just said to me " Let’s pray before you do something else, Han.." but because of my lazy n sleepy mood I said.. " Ughh.. morning Lord, I know that I have to pray but I’m still sleepy so I want to do something else first to wake me up n then I’ll pray.."

So I started to switch on my computer and thinking to open my email first etc etc… When I tried to connect to the internet, suddenly this writtings appeared "You are not connected to the server"

Hua !??! (shocked coz never happened before) I tried n tried n tried.. but it was just the same.. dunno what happened to my internet..

Then I heard the voice in my mind once again. "C’mon, you can’t connect to the internet so why don’t you pray first ?" Hmm… then I thought "well, ok, I already got up n not feel sleepy anyway" So I left the computer and started to pray.

After praying, I started to check what was wrong with my computer or the connection.  I tried once again. I opened my email, signed in to msn n…… NOTHING WRONG?!!? The msn just signing in n mail yahoo opened in front of my eyes ….(’ . ‘)…. Um…. *Couldn’t say anything*

Hehehe.. believe it or not but I learnt something that day. Start everything with prayer n God will lead you and open your way. He’ll give you what’s best for you in HIS TIME!! Remember!! *cos sometimes we forget about His time..* hehe Thx, Lord. I’ll never forget the lesson