-The Unique HantuH-

Akhirnya.. setelah kelar sibuk2 kerja rodi n ngurus2 exhibition n folio.. smua kelar dhr iniii senaaaankkk ^_^*
hmm cuma tiba2 lagi keinget aja sih.. tadi abis ngobrol2.. ttg idup org kristen.. seharusnya gimana gituh..
Abise tadi ada bring up 1 topik dimana banyak org2 yg males ke gereja karena katanya org2nya munafik… ato pokoke ada sisi ngga baenya gituh kali yah…
Ya.. jujur sih… bingung juga ngomonknya gimana.. org kristen juga masi manusia lhoo… dan bukan berarti org2 yg ke gereja itu smuanya bener2 holy ndak bercacat.. kita masi manusia sama kyk manusia laennya, bukan malaikat, bisa BT juga, kadangan males, bisa marah juga.. org punya emosi koq.. nginjek bumi n yg pasti juga punya problem… nobody’s perfect.. kita juga punya prinsip masink2 n can’t please everyone…

Kalo buat gue alesan knapa gue jadi kristen karena gue percaya Tuhan itu ada. Dia yg uda mati di kayu salib nebus dosa gue, dan dia melakukan itu karena Dia sayang gue… Dia trima gue apa adanya dan.. Dia jawab doa2 gue.. gue yakin kalo Tuhan uda siapin masa depan gue dan gue punya pengharepan di dalem Dia. tapi bukan berati kalo gue dah trima Tuhan tiba2 gue jadi org yg ga bisa melakukan dosa khan.. karena kedagingan kita masi nempel.. Cuma karena gue tau Tuhan sayang gue dan gue mau sayang Dia, otomatis gue akan berusaha melakukan apa yg dia Dia mau, be better, tp gue masi aja bisa salah… Cuma yg gue yakin org yg uda bertobat, pasti akan be better dr dia in the past..
ga smua org yg ke gereja ituh org bae2, justru haruse fungsi gereja itu ngubah org2 yg “parah” jadi lebih baik.. gereja itu isinya org2 “sakit” yang sadar dia sakit n mau “sembuh” well, itu menurut gue sih…

Hmm.. ga tau sih cuma nyantol aja di pikiran.. kalo seandenya ada dr yg baca ini pernah kepaitan.. harap dimengerti… maap kalo gue pun pernah nyakitin org tanpa gue sadar.. kalo ada yg pernah sakit ati sama gue sih… cuma mo bilank.. bukan salah gerejanya, bukan sala Tuhannya, tapi emank gue juga yg masi melakukan kesalahan.. jd jgn berenti ke gereja yah karena satu org gitu misale… ya… ga tau ini gue ngomonk dimengerti ga yah ?? ^^; hopefully hehe.. biasa.. cuma tuangin pikiran ajah.. no offence buat sapa2 yah… Gbu

Aduh, dah lama bgt ngga nulis blog… hr ini ngga ada kerjaan lagi nih, nunggu kerja aja ntar siank.. tengah2 ditelponin org tele marketing lagihh, uda dibilank not interested, maksa… sampe nolak 3 kali br ngerti ^^; akhirnyaaa dia tutup telpon juga.. hahahaah..

Kadangan mikirin idup itu biyunk yah…it’s simple but it’s complicated gitu rasanya.. many things to do.. kalo bener2 simpelnya.. idup itu.. lahir, skola, kerja, married, punya anak, gedein anak, balik ke Babeh.. hahaha kesannya meaningless bgt seh.. yah kalo idup diliat gitu aja sih emank meaningless bgt sih.. krn itu kita mesti tau tujuan idup kita n have goals in life.. for me, I want to live for Him n make Him smiles dan gue mau His will be done in my life.. krn gue tau itu yg terbaik buat gue ^^

Trus dalem idup adaaa aja yg namanya masalah..dari yg small, medium, sampe large n jumbo (kebanyakan kerja di mikasa nih.. kyk size mangkok ^^;).. kadangan keliatan unbelievable tapi itu terjadi.. tp buat setiap org yg kena masalah.. do remember kalo ada 1 pribadi yg ngga pernah mengecewakan kamu.. it’s Jesus.. He accept me for who I am, transform me into His image more n more everyday (krn itu kita perlu ngalamin banyak hal untuk jadi seperti Dia, not instantly), dan pada saat kita rasanya ngga kuat Dia kasi kekuatan.. remember to pray n sate.. itu kekuatan lho.. kita tau kalo kita punya pengharapan di dalam Tuhan n kita terus berjalan di dalam rencanaNya, sadar ato ngga sadar, He’s guiding us bukan year by year, day by day, tapi step by step!!

kadangan rasanya kita kecewa Tuhan ga jawab doa kita, padahal kita ga sadar aja kalo jawabannya hanya ga sesuai dgn yg kita ingin kan, kita sakit ati.. padahal kalo diliat akhirnya, emank itu yg terbaik buat kita… makanya, trust Him hehe jgn ngedumel2 ajah, malahan nanti ga bisa liat the big picture lagih, something yg lebih indah yg mau Tuhan kasi ke kita… inget d lagu pelangi kasih kalo ada yg ga tau liriknya :

PELANGI KASIH

Apa yang kau alami kini mungkin tak dapat engkau mengerti
Cobaan yang engkau alami tak melebihi kekuatanmu
Tuhanmu tak akan memberi ular beracun pada yang minta roti
Satu hal tanamkan di hati indah semua yang Tuhan bri’

Tangan Tuhan sedang merenda suatu karya yang agung mulia
Saatnya kan tiba nanti, kau lihat pelangi kasihNya

hehe lagu yg simpel, tapi bagussss..
heheh udah ah, mo siap2 kerja nih, cuma mo tuangin my random thoughts aja koq..
seperti yg keliatan juga, nulise aja uda pake indolish gini.. hahaha
random banget sih otak gue
ok d, have a blessed day!!

Wuaa.. talking about wedding.. something that… every woman dream of I think hehe.. Now that I’m not a girl anymore (I’m 23 hey!! ^^;).. I’m thinking about my wedding day.. whom I gonna marry, when, where n how it would be.. Well, I’m thinking about this because some of my friends are married and some are planning their marriage.. n some of them even already become parents!! >_< Hmm.. Lord, I’m wondering who’s gonna be my future husband I want to know >_< hehe.. n I believe You are preparing us now hehe.. I dont want to be a young bride. I also want to achieve my dreams first.. :p

On my mind… I will have a husband who loves God, fear God, mature n loyal. Our relatioship is based on Christ. We will be blessing for other couples, our family.. We are supporting each other, not completing.. coz we are 2 complete human beings having one vision together, praying together.. doing whatever God puts in our heart.. going thru’ ups n downs together, caring, loving, n giving.. huaaaa.. what a lovely scene in my mind *blushing* well, that’s only what I’m thinking… I believe God have already had the best one for me and what I know, marriage life is not that lovely hehe ^^;

About the wedding.. We would have the wedding in a church for sure.. that’s the important part!! Me n him, walking down the aisle to the altar… God watching us, smiling.. n gives His blessing for us.. then we declare the vow in front of Him.. how beautifulllll *>_<* I think I would cry.. n one more part where we would give thanks to our parents.. it’s like.. they have to release us as their children huaa… I think that’s the most touching moment… I definitely would cry I think..

Well, enough of the dreaming!! back to reality hehehe… I will have my dream wedding one day with a man God has prepared for me hehehe.. God bless ^_^

Heheh.. Who doesn’t like gift ?? It’s free!!.. and if it’s a gift, must be a good stuff hehehe you wouldn’t give someone a broken gift or trash or… something bad rite ?? that’s not something you called "gift" ^^; hehehe…

I want to share about the ultimate gift that my heavenly Father gave me ^^ And what is it ??? It’s Him!! hehehe.. having Him is my life is really the ultimate gift hehe.. you can say.. you got the whole package.. complete!!  :9 My life has changed since He came to my life..

I was an introvert, inferior, quiet, shy, no hope n lonely girl ^^; haha… you can say.. I had no life ^^;; .. honestly, I don’t really have something very special I can tell when I was in high school coz.. I was like that ^^; but now, you can ask everyone around me, how I am rite now ^^ *Guess they would probably say…"jayus" haha.. ^^;*

If you are someone who are having life just like my past and you want to experience new life with hope n blessing.. receive the gift. It’s free!! Just pray n ask God to come to your life n accept Him in your life. He’ll guide you the way you would ever think before n He’ll change your life.. hmm the question is.. believe it or not ? hehe.. It’s your decision.. your first step ^^

Hm.. Lets say.. you really want to eat ferrero rocher chocolate. You never eat that chocolate before but you’ve heard many ppl say that the chocolate is veeeery nice. You don’t know where to get it. You’ve searched everywhere but you can’t find it.. Suddenly someone offer you THAT ferrero rocher free as a gift, it’s your lucky day!! If you want to taste how nice is the chocolate.. you got to accept the gift.. that’s your first step… IF you really believe that ferrero rocher is a veeeeery nice chocolate n you want to know how does it taste!!! If you don’t care about it.. that’s another story hehe.. :p 

Hm.. that’s the illustration I can think of ^^; hohoho.. hope you understand what I mean.. Just remembered about my past this morning n it just amazed me.. How I have changed..

There might be someone out there who is just like me in the past… Be confident, love yourself, because you are loved He accept you just as you are no matter how bad you are, how spoiled you are.. *many bad things you can think about yourself ^^;* But I believe He can change your life, I’ve experienced it myself.. because you are precious in His eyes ^^ remember that!! you are precious!! never look down on yourself and because you are precious, He loves you very much, He wants to give you the gift So.. Do you want to accept the gift ?

*NB: sorry for my bad english ^^;; hehe hope you understand :p At least, I’ve tried hehehe… God bless*

Sounds like it’s a simple thing to do but we hardly do it. God reminded me about this one day.

When I woke up in the morning, something just said to me " Let’s pray before you do something else, Han.." but because of my lazy n sleepy mood I said.. " Ughh.. morning Lord, I know that I have to pray but I’m still sleepy so I want to do something else first to wake me up n then I’ll pray.."

So I started to switch on my computer and thinking to open my email first etc etc… When I tried to connect to the internet, suddenly this writtings appeared "You are not connected to the server"

Hua !??! (shocked coz never happened before) I tried n tried n tried.. but it was just the same.. dunno what happened to my internet..

Then I heard the voice in my mind once again. "C’mon, you can’t connect to the internet so why don’t you pray first ?" Hmm… then I thought "well, ok, I already got up n not feel sleepy anyway" So I left the computer and started to pray.

After praying, I started to check what was wrong with my computer or the connection.  I tried once again. I opened my email, signed in to msn n…… NOTHING WRONG?!!? The msn just signing in n mail yahoo opened in front of my eyes ….(’ . ‘)…. Um…. *Couldn’t say anything*

Hehehe.. believe it or not but I learnt something that day. Start everything with prayer n God will lead you and open your way. He’ll give you what’s best for you in HIS TIME!! Remember!! *cos sometimes we forget about His time..* hehe Thx, Lord. I’ll never forget the lesson

This song is really really goooooddddd.. I love this song.. shows how God loves me.. His never ending love.. I’m touched.. :’)

AT THE CROSS
By:Hillsong (album: Mighty to save)

VERSE I
Oh Lord You’ve searched me,
You know my way;
Even when I fail You,
I know You love me.
Your holy presence
Surrounding me
In every season,
I know You love me;
I know You love me.

CHORUS:
At the cross I bow my knee,
Where Your blood was shed for me,
There’s no greater love than this.
You have overcome the grave,
Your glory fills the highest place,
What can separate me now?

VERSE 2:
You go before me,
You shield my way,
Your hand upholds me;
I know You love me.

BRIDGE:
You tore the veil, You made a way
When You said that it is done.

And when the earth fades,
Falls from my eyes,
And You stand before me,
I know You love me;
I know You love me.

Kali ini males ngomonk inggris ah.. pake indo ajah gampank.. soale kali ini kepengen ngocehh deh panjank lebar.. hmm… lagi biyunk mau ngomonknya gimana… bentar lagi mau pulank indo nih tinggal 5 hari lagih.. sebulan doank sih pulanknya…
bener2 kalo dipikir2 waktu itu cepet bgt yah.. kalo yg tau ttg crita gue.. kejadiannya uda berlalu ampir 3 bulan lho.. buset.. dan emank you cant predict the future.. only God knows hehe.. Jujur itu salah satu kejadian yg gue ga pernah expect bakal terjadi seh..well.. coz even tho’ gue uda pernah ngomongin n mempersiapkan hati.. tapi ternyata ketika itu terjadi ga semudah bayangan gue yah..

But really thx to God.. He gives me strength to get thru’ this n bener2 kalo bukan krn Dia.. gue yakin geu bisa ancurr banget banget abis2an.. soale org2 pasti tau seberapa dalemnya filing gue n jujur bbrp org tuh bisa liat filing gue yg begitu dalem ituh jauh sebelom kejadian ini….
Tuhan bener2 jadi tempat curhat gue, tempat pengghiburan gue, well bener2 gue bisa dateng sama dia kapanpun.. ngomonk perasaan gue tiap hari sampe Dia bosen kali yah heheh tapi DIa bener2 kasi gue kekuatann pengiburan sampe gue bener2 bisa diliat org2 TEGAR.. well, padahal kalo tau dalemnya gue.. gue lemah n ga tegar. tp somehow tiap kali gue crita ke org2 entah kekuatan drmana. how amazing.. geu bener2 bisa tegar… bener2 itulah Babe gue, Temen terbaik gue dan Penghibur terbaik gue yg ga terbatas waktu dan tempat.. dan Dia sadarin geu bangett kalo gue punya temen2 banyakkk yg dukunk gue.. dan keluarga gue.. really thx to You, Lordd for giving me all my friends n family… mereka bener2 berkattttt dr Tuhan

Well skarank ini keadaan gue.. krg lebih masi ga tau masa depan gue karena jujur.. brubah total.. dulu gue uda plan mateng2 masa depan gue.. tp krn hal ini asli gue blur bgt sama masa depan gue.. tp satu yg gue yakin.. masa depan gue ada di tangan Tuhan dan DIa uda janjiin gue masa depan yg cerah ceria penuh pengharapan.. so geu yakin geu punya itu.. gue berjalan di jalannya.. karena itu tiap hari gue cuma minta dipimpin sama Roh nya supaya ngga melenceng kanan-kiri.. dan tetep di jalanNya..
n jujur sampe skarank gue masi doain masalah ini sih… gue ngga sakit hati sama siapapun.. tp gue berdoa buat smuanya.. semoga smuanya di jalan Tuhan dan kehendak Tuhan yg terjadi, bukan keegoisan manusia yg bakal ngancurin dirinya sendiri… karena itu gue ga mau berharap sama manusia, manusia bisa ngecewain gue.. tapi kalo geu berharap sama Tuhan, gue yakin Dia ga pernah ngecewain gue dan nothing is ever impossible to Him.. kalo Tuhan mau buka jalan, ga ada yg bisa nutup jalan ituh.. tapi kalo Tuhan tutup jalan.. siapa juga ga akan ada yg bisa buka jalan ituh.. I believe that!

Karena ituh skarank gue serahin smua yg gue ga tau di depan ke dalem tangan Tuhan dan gue yakin jalan gue akan dilurusin.. begitu juga untuk smua yg ada dalem masalah inih.. jujur I’m still praying for all of them.. tp bukan pemaksaan kehendak.. hanya gue pingin mereka smua juga bisa ngeliat dan dapet smua yg terbaik yg Tuhan mau kasih ke mereka ^^ dan gue yakin mereka bakalan ngeliat dan dapet juga thx ,Lord.. want to know You more, I want to see You n be blessing for others. Let Your will be done in our life

wuaaa panjank tp ini ketikan bener2 perasaan gue hehe kalo yg tau ttg hal inih.. gitu d… kalo yg ga tau maap yah.. emank ga mau gembar gembor shih.. just want you to know this is how I handle the problem hehe… GBU

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MIGHTY TO SAVE by Hillsong

Intro: D A F#m E

D A
Everyone needs compassion

F#M
Love that’s never failing

E
Let mercy fall on me

D A
Everyone needs forgiveness

F#m
The kindness of a saviour

E
The hope of nations

D E D E

Chorus:

A
Saviour

E
He can move the mountains

D A
My God is mighty to save

F#m E
He is mighty to save

A
Forever

E
Author of Salvation

D A
He rose and conquered the grave

F#m E
Jesus Conquered the grave

Verse 2:

So take me as you find me

All my fears and failures

Fill my life again

I give my life to follow

Everything I believe in

Now I Surrender

D E D E

Instrumental:

D A E F#m
D A E F#m

D A
Shine your light and

E
Let the whole world see

F#m D
We’re singing for the glory

A E
Of the risen King

F#m D A
Jesus Shine your light and

E
Let the whole world see

F#m D A
We’re singing for the glory

E
Of the risen King

Chorus:

A
Saviour

E
He can move the mountains

D A
My God is mighty to save

F#m E
He is mighty to save

A
Forever

E
Author of Salvation

D A
He rose and conquered the grave

F#m E
Jesus Conquered the grave

Outro:

D A
Shine your light and

E
Let the whole world see

F#m D A
We’re singing for the glory

E
Of the risen King

F#m D A
Jesus Shine your light and

E
Let the whole world see

F#m D A
We’re singing for the glory

E
Of the risen King

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Have you ever had a thought like this: “Nobody would ever notice”? Or this: “It’s just a little thing”? But to God, every action — big or small — is important, because every action you take is a seed you sow.

For example, say that you tell your boss you worked eight hours when really you only worked six. But on the other hand, it’s only two hours, and “nobody will ever notice.” However, you’re sowing seeds of dishonesty in your life that will reap a harvest of the very same thing.

Do not be deceived: God cannot be mocked. A man reaps what he sows. The one who sows to please his sinful nature, from that nature will reap destruction; the one who sows to please the Spirit, from the Spirit will reap eternal life. (Galatians 6:7-8) Don’t think that you can lie to someone (i.e. sow a seed of dishonesty), but yet expect to reap a harvest of truth in your life.

Proverbs 22:8 warns that He who sows wickedness reaps trouble.

Therefore, be very careful about how you act in every area of life, because every action you take is a seed you sow, and every seed you sow is a harvest you’ll reap.

Taken from: www.christnotes.org